Waysha, 48

Looking for friendships/eventual love without judgments or agendas, pushing "mind over matter" pain mantras. I'm usually a very friendly and fun-loving person. I love humor. I strive to always be open-minded and non- judgmental. I'm a honorable and trustworthy person but have been told that I'm often too sensitive and giving. I can be emotionally needy, but blame that mostly on having been mainly bed ridden for the past 7½ years. It has left me kinda bitter,a lil' salty, awkward with the times, but mostly lonely. I enjoy watching TV, obviously, reading, dining & drinking. Netflix, Prime Video, Discovery and History are some of my favorite networks. I consider myself a private worshipping, God loving individual, who believes you can easily combine theories of sciences, religions, and ancient beliefs to make the best understanding about this crazy world. I was diagnosed with a desmoid tumor in Oct, 2015. It was the size of a nerf football with a noticeable lump on my back that grew into chest cavity, throughout my left side, and up under my left rib cage. The tumor was cryoablated end of 2006.My body slowly absorbed some of the dead tissue, but was too much for the drain tubes. Then it was a Wound Vac for months, which ultimately failed; followed by 3 more surgeries, spring of 2017, to clean out the dead tissue and a muscle flap surgery to put one of my shoulder muscles into the empty cavity left behind from the tumor. I've suffer from severe nerve damage, painful tender ribs, extensive scar tissue on my back, and muscle & tissue damage throughout my left flank, and left back. I now have a pain pump which has helped me get up and about better and more often, allowing my husband to feel less guilty in filing for divorce. I'm looking for love all over again, hoping to find someone that can handle my situation.