Rubbertoe, 46

Ows it kickin chicken Rta 04 comma 8 months wheelchair 4 yrs, now am thinking, why couldn't "I" ave thought the way i think now from birth.
At times i can be a bit of a binge thinker but ive done some very helpful web searches on tips for mental health( made me a better person)ive stop smoking , weed n even cigs wont drink or touch mind altering drugs as i'm in heaven sober (honestly) love all aspects of my health , especially mental "health".
I'm very proud of the man ive become n would like to think i could cope with major downs in life.
I can't for the love of me understand people whom dedicate their lives to a "man" whom like so many before and after was put to death for whatever reason.
That was the dark age's , we our fully aware now that "certain" minds are overwhelmed with the thought of being a lot more than they actually are which is just ordinary.
Anyway there's so many jobs money businesses in the world today that this "man" whom was put to his death must be capitalised in order to secure the welfare of billion of people's lives, we would rather go on asking on our knee's for forgiveness.
Life is for " living" not "forgiving".

New Chapter
Now we all know that there no good with bad, im sure some reader/s imagine me in heaven all da time(i wish) like ive said before , good & bad are rarely far apart but we can acquire tools to aid our bad time's.
Over time these "bad" time's can be reduced by training our positive thoughts.
And this my friend I call "living".



What is the purpose of life? and please don't start this owl god crap, life is for living n to help less able brother or sister.
Me, im head over heel's with the simple things life offer, being polite making people laugh being a little immature at times as Certain ladies enjoy the peter pan in a man.
I believe it shows , i'm not trying to be different, better for if I see or hear you laughing and it's due to me i think, i'm a worthy person.
thanx for the review , now will you tell me yours. pls