Newbeginning46, 58

Really know me............... I'm a 5'7" slim to medium attractive Black female. I consider myself very sexy and I always will. I will not allow this problem I have now to destroy who I was. I feel that I will be able to have a good life and be able to do most of the the things every other woman can do.
I use to be a very strange woman, LOL... I could do just about anything with my hands. A handy woman, but still had that sexy side the whole time. Strong yet soft. I had a fall that has changed my life, and has opened my eyes to what people with no problems take for granted. I do plan on a recovery of about 80 to 90%, maybe even more, no matter what anyone tells me. The problem I have is someone understanding. They all say they do, but the don't have a clue. Seeing that I am a easy going, loving, caring, understanding, and hate to argue type of person who tries to always please her better half no matter what, if and when I am involved. There is no real understanding there. You can only understand if you truly want to, don't treat it as some everyday routine of helping and then not really know/understand the pain. That hurts even more.

People just don't seem to love and care anymore it seems. They don't try to see the world and enjoy it's beauty, all they see is the ugly side. Oh, yes there is a ugly side, but also beauty. As in people. I would so love to find truly blessed people with great hearts nothing phony. People who can be themselves and be loved for who they are. I have great hopes for myself and look for people who have great hopes for themselves. I search for financially secure people who are looking for a friendship with a truly caring, understanding, warm, female. I have no other problems, mental, ect....

I am new so I really don't know what to write. I wrote what came to mind....

Good Luck, God Bless everyone and take care.....