Justjoni, 43

Though not recognized as such, weighing in the mid 200's is in many ways a disability. Discrimination, stared at, shy, lonely, won't wear swim suit or participate in major activies. Pehaps those with similar struggles would understand what I go through an Being big all my life has meant being teased and tormented, made to feel "less than". I don't want tosettle for a jerky jerk with no job and alcoholic just cuz I'm big. I never thot I could do better til I heard of this site...I'm hoping someone here sees me for who I am more than how I look. I am: Mommy to a 2yr old, silly,sarcastic,witty,kind, caring, love animals. I am employed and looking for the same. I have a very close relationship with my family. I have fun going out and staying home. I like board games,guitar hero/rock band and other stay at home games. I love going for a drive or just hanging out at the park with my little girl. I am Christian in faith but my attendance in church is in slacker mode. Fave tv show: flight of the concords,the office,my name is Earl to name a few. I haven't been to the movies in forever. On this site I am looking for a friend first then see what happens. I enjoy all types of people but humor is important. My dad and ex are drunks so really don't need another in my life. It's my hope to meet someone that likes kids, honest, employed or at least has an income. I don't want to be the one who always pays anymore. Someone who is fun to hang out with and just want's to get to know each other for a while and see where it goes.