Christinemc64, 60

hi everyone. i would like to start by telling you that i tried killing myself 9 years ago, with a nail gun to my head, which is the dumbest thing i ever done, and now i regret it every day, because now i'm not able to walk, because my left side is partially paralyzed. i'm also not able to see straight, and i've had two operations to fix that, which almost worked completely. it's only 8 percent off now. i also gained about 70 pounds, because the hospital that i was staying in let me eat whatever i wanted. i don't work, because of my disability, and i live in a long-term care facility, for which i've lived for 8 years, and i'm on the housing list, which could take up to 6 more years. on the plus side, i have 4 kids, whom i'm very proud of, and 2 grand kids. i have an older brother and my mom is still around. am very close with them all. i am a little shy, so i don't talk a lot. if you want a woman who gabs a lot, i'm not for you. also wanted to say that i'm not interested in men more than 5 years younger than myself, thank you for understanding. i would like to find a man who is fairly attractive, who is kind to mostly everyone, who would love me unconditionally, who would take care of me as i would take care of him. am looking for a kind gentleman, someone who lives nearby, someone who likes animals, wouldn't mind that i cannot walk, and fairly good looking doesn't hurt either. you must be faithful. i also prefer a man who is very clean, physically, as in mouth, body, and hair. also, i will only correspond with men who live close to me, within an hours drive. i am definitely not interested in liars or players.