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Too-Lonely
Too-Lonely I'm a loner, overweight, and creative, I have attention d.d . and clinical depression; environment induced; maybe hereditary too;
Dysfunctional family life, was always yelled at by an alcoholic mother..
I joined because MAYBE just maybe, some guy in the United States, could understand me, and actually accept WHO I am not try to figure out how to fix life for me..
and perhaps his life has felt tortured by home or by environment.. or perhaps he sees my down deep beauty for REAL, I can read people so watch out, JUST by what they utter out of the mouth..

I feel I was destined to be a loner in life, that I haven't finished the lessons or that I have a black cloud hanging over me...

I'm daily sad -clinically washed out, but this millennium lifestyle & no big money coming in has me in a dizzy-tizzy/ I don't seem to enjoy life on a few measly government offerings of my disability earnings..
One can't LIVE on it, one just exists..
2 have more, 1 has near nothing.
I drive a 1990 Buick LeSabre..burgundy.. I love luxury..
I live clean, but I get a bit cluttered..at times, a lot of cat hairs seem to build in my environment!
But THIS cat, has been my savior so to speak.. she has given me laughter & unconditional love, that the wrong men in my life & that my mother took away from me... so that I grew up into the unknown..
I'm learning though...
I need a friend.. a true kissable lovable friend to share my new learning's with..
to enjoy what is left of life without drama, without guilt, without feeling unloved or worthless, or hopeless.

Thank you.
About Me
Gender Female
Orientation Straight
Height 5'08"
Weight 260 lbs
Hobbies & Interests naturism, music, internet, gardening, computers, photography, writing
Body Type fat and proud, disabled, pleasantly plump, a few extra pounds
Movies action, comedy, drama, romantic comedy
Orientation straight
Eye Color blue
Hair Color light brown
Ethnicity Caucasian
Relationship divorced, single
Have Kids yes - grown and out of the house
Education Level high school grad
Income level Less than $25,000
Do you smoke? no - will not date a smoker
Do you drink? no
I currently live with pets
Socially, I am loner, a couch potato, better in small groups, comic relief, home body, shy at first, but warm up quickly
Food Related Comfort, Fast Food, Fine Dining, Lactose Intolerant (am I sharing too much?), Chocoholic
Personality nerd, loner, introvert
Religious Views Not Religious, but Spiritual
I'm looking for conversation, friends only, mr. right, soulmate
My Sign capricorn : dec. 22-jan. 19
Pets Cat, Fish, Rock
Gender Female
Music R and B, Rock, Post Rock, Pop, Motown, Karaoke, Jazz, Hard Rock, Gospel, Folk, Country, Christian Rock, Bluegrass
Hair Style short hair
Looking for
Hobbies & Interests comic books, computers, cooking & recipes, gardening, internet, movies, music, naturism, photography, television, travel, wine tasting, writing
Their Body Type a few extra pounds, average, disabled, fat and proud, large, overweight, pleasantly plump, thick
Orientation straight
Their Ethnicity Mixed Race, Caucasian, Hispanic / Latino, Inter-racial
Relationship divorced, off the market, just here for friends, single, widowed
Have Kids yes - grown and out of the house
Their Education Level college grad, currently in college, high school grad, post-Graduate, some college
Income level that's private
Do they smoke? no - will not date a smoker
Do they drink? no, socially
They currently live alone, with pets
Socially, they are better in small groups, comic relief, home body, loner, shy at first, but warm up quickly, side kick, social butterfly
Food Related Chocoholic, Comfort, Eat Out Frequently, Fast Food, Fine Dining, Lactose Intolerant (am I sharing too much?), Soul Food, Sushi
Personality extrovert, fun loving, intellectual, introvert, loner, lover, nerd, romantic
Religious Views Christian, Not Religious, but Spiritual
They are looking for conversation, dating, miss right, romance, soulmate, travel companion
Pets Cat, Cats, Farm Animal, Farm Animals, Fish, Horse, Horses, Rabbit, Rock, Spider, Spiders, Turtle, Turtles
Gender Male
Music Bluegrass, Christian Rock, Country, Gospel, Hard Rock, Jazz, Karaoke, Motown, Pop, Post Rock, R and B, Rock
Hair Style comb over, crew cut, flattop, long hair, shaved head, short hair, straight

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