I Have CPTSD with suicidal ideation hypervigilance
I was born with a rare and painful disease that broke down my body and soul. My complex trauma only emerged after my stem cell transplant and I was no longer surviving day to day. When things slowed down,my depression and suicide attempts increased.
That's the past though. I now do stand up comedy and make fun of myself(a crippled midget) and the absurdity of life. I've mastered, "When life is s---, laugh at it". That's not to say I truly make light of mental health; i have horror stories from mental hospitals and my CPTSD crippled me and made life unbearable till I got on lithium. Still, It can be tough to let the walls down. Maybe I'll meet some friends here and we chill and talk
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