Treebeard60, 64

I am a kind,loving,affectionate, passionate, romantic, honest, good hearted man. I am honest to the fault of shooting myself in the foot on these dating sites. Nobody seems to understand or want anything to do with me.
I'm not here to play games or hurt anyone.And I am very obervitive in not being hurt. Meaning I am not looking for any games played on me. I know the signs.
While I don't look for the bad side of others. They just slaps me up side the head. I'm no push over, but very sensitive to others. I don't really care if I hurt a strangers feelings, but care deeply if I hurt someone I care for. I love with everything that I am. I am willing to commit myself to a longterm monogomas relationship. I AM A ONE WOMAN MAN!
And at the same time I have community ethics, as well as enviermental ethics.
I am a naturest. I love the outdoors, camping, and being close to nature.
I love the sound of the insects in the night as they dance and sing their romantic songs of their love. The sound of the waves rushing up on a beach or shore of a river are a syphminey to my ears.
I have been married or in LTR's most of my adult life. I'm agoraphobic and as well as other reasons I don't like the bar scene, or one night stands. S-- is emotional for me. I don't want to waste it on meaning less s--. And I'm very affectionate. It takes alot of self control for me to not seek it just for the affection it brings. Yea in my youth I used S-- for a way to get affection. And I know now that it only leads me into bad realationships. so I'm not here for a quicky.
I'm on disability for depression and, I have 5 other disorders. But in normal everyday life if they are managed you could never tell I have them.
I well be shareing more about myself in my blogs and video.
I am looking for friends first, then if it works out more. I need friends most of all. But I hope for a LTR that I can grow old in.
If your intrested then contact me please. I am open to relocating for the righ