Peterson515, 51

Searching for Love despite I know that we are all different to some degree, and I am also fully aware of the extreme importance that --- plays in most relationships, but I am simply not a ------ person. I am considered asexual and my body doesn't produce certain hormones and testosterone needed to maintain a healthy ------ lifestyle, and so this has made it difficult for me to find a life partner which is something that I still greatly desire because of the intimacy... it probably sounds stupid, but it's a disability and not something that's just in my head.lol. I feel like my only hope in finding a woman to spend the rest of my life with is if she is also not a ------ person, but even then it seems like there remains several more issues... finances, location, lovability, compatibility, and the list goes on and on. I sometimes ask myself why I haven't married yet and it's fairly obvious... the truth is that I have never even been in the vicinity of a marriage proposal let alone the offering up of one. I still believe in "meant to be" though and that in a world of 3 billion women there is probably one or two who I am compatible to.lol.