Dwaglo, 55

I used to be someone that could be described. But ever since my Lisa died I am not sure who I am. Everything was just perfect before. I never liked my life as much as I just did. I don't mean where I lived or the difficulty of travel or memory's of my past. It was a time it felt important and needed. Loved, and noticed., There was such a feeling of security for both of us. Her Multiple Sclerosis had taken a lot of her confidence away. I was just scared of life in general.. In time it just became easier in looking to each other for that security. It became a great feeling that this beautiful yet Fragile woman really saw me as the who be there to protect her. It has come many times the need to Protect. From small thing's like helping her walk or as as extreme battle, when attacked one time. I was indeed her protector. I took deep pride in believing that. I failed Lisa in the end. I just need...some one to talk to. my whole purpose reason is gone. S was so great talk with watch movies great taste in music.