December 5, 2004
|Posted: Post subject: re: does heartake ever heal
|I know what you are going through. I to am broaken hearted over losing my soulmate. But insted of her been dead she is in a mental hosp for the criminally insane after she tryed to kill me 2 separate times. We are divorced now after the cops took here away after the 2nd try with a knife. My x wife is a paranoid psyco that hears and sees people and things that are not there. She got that way from a traffic accident. The friend she was riding with, that was driving, is dead.
So I understand what your going through. When my x wifes head was screwed on strate. There were times were i could just look at her like in a store and know what she is thinking without saying a word about let's say someone walks by that looks funny or doesn't smell good.
I am still broken hearted over losing my soulmate. he was the perfect person for me. he knew me pretty well and knew when i had been sad or needed to talk. he was my best friend and also my soul mate and my sweetheart. I knew one day he would be gone from me and i would have to deal with losing him alone and i thought he would be here for along time because in our hearts we knew we loved each other. When he passed on my heart broke in a million of pieces and i swear there wasn't a day that didn't go by that i did not cry and thought that life would never be the same and my heart would never be the same after he left me and to be quite honest for me it hasn't yet but i have not given up to finding happiness again. I still miss him VERY much and wished that i could have told him one more time that i loved him. this to me was a special love and if i had to do it all over again I would. I really do wonder if my heart will ever mend and i will be 100% happy. I do want to find the man of my dreams and fall inlove again and just be happy. Do you think heartbreak and losing your soulmate will ever heal? writing this was hard it brung tears to my eyes. I guess i am looking for someone to wipe them away. Hope is a BIG part of my heart.